On top of the exam, I'm moving. Assuming I pass the boards without a hitch I am moving to Florida. From Pennsylvania. 1000+ miles from home and everything I've known for the majority of my 25 short years. It's exciting, it really is. But part of me wonders WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? Does anyone ever really know what they're doing? It's not that I'm not happy with my life in Pennsylvania, but there's other stuff out there that I need to experience, be it on my own or with others. Maybe it's time to grow up? Maybe I have grown up? Maybe I'm freaking out! A new life, a fresh start...is that what you really need? Is this what I really need? Does anyone every reallllly know what they need? So many questions with so little answers.
I'm at a crossroads in my life where I need to feel something.
I think Trace Adkins' said it best
"But I wanna feel something
Something thats a real something
That moves me, that proves to me Im still alive
I wanna heart that beats and bleeds
A heart thats busting at the seams
I wanna care, I wanna cry, I wanna scream
I just wanna feel something ..."
Something thats a real something
That moves me, that proves to me Im still alive
I wanna heart that beats and bleeds
A heart thats busting at the seams
I wanna care, I wanna cry, I wanna scream
I just wanna feel something ..."
The shnoz berries taste like shnoz berries! I took my FE exam in April 2009. I had a similar feeling of like - holy cow, my life depends on how much information I retained over a 5 year academic period. BUT, you CAN do it, and you WILL do it. Then you'll celebrate and be like "BIZHATCHES, I'M A PT!" :) Good luck.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Heather! I'm gonna make this NPTE my bitch!
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